i give up

i hate trying i hate feeling like i fail i hate the fact that i try and try and still fail i try and try and guess what i fail i dont see a reason to keep going on and on with this crap i feel terrible with my life i seem to fail at everything i do i fail God i fail my mom i fail my friends i fail my life i fail with everything i dont seem to help anyone all i seem to do is annoy people thats what everyone keeps saying no one likes me everyone hates me people dont wanna talk to me people dont care about me im fat im ugly im worthless i dont see the point in anything anymore maybe its true maybe what these people say are true maybe the way i feel lately isnt bad maybe its the way a failure should feel i seem to not have friends lately i seem to not have anything nothing just like a vapor in the wind i feel the only way i stand out from the crowd is cause im fat ugly and tall nothing more i feel less then dirt lately i feel like bug crap i cant find that im good at anything i cant find anything im good at maybe i aint good at nothin but  failin and i seem to do alota that lately alot of that :'( just FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just give up with my   trying with the grades how i try to make friends everything